Amazing

It’s amazing, I’m the reason
Everybody fired up this evening
I’m exhausted, barely breathing
Holding on to what I believe in

No matter what, you’ll never take that from me

It’s amazing

I’m a monster, I’m a killer
I know I’m wrong
I’m a problem
That’ll never ever be solved

No matter what, you’ll never take that from me

It’s amazing

I’m a monster, I’m a maven
I know this world is changing
Never gave in, never gave up
I’m the only thing I’m afraid of

2 am

Sleep is the only escape so ain’t it ironic how most 2 am nights I’m wide awake?



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Stiff collar on the button-up
One hundred and One things I Could never tell You

I could never tell you the rush I get when we touch because the silence between us is far too beautiful to interrupt.
I could never tell you the smile that peaks across my face when you’re sleeping so peacefully because the looks of you in rest are too wonderful to stress.
I could never tell you the thoughts I have when I first awaken because they’re all wondering how you and your days been.
I could never tell you the pain I’ve been through in the past because the joy you give me now.. I hope it forever lasts.
I could never tell you about the people who’ve left because now that I’m with you I’m just so blessed.
I could never tell you where I met my first love because the place that remains contains nothing but dry blood.
I could never tell you how my family issues fucked me up because I think the explanation would turn me back into a wreck.
I could never tell you why I started to smoke because my minds so corrupted you may think it’s a joke.
I could never tell you the anxiety that I feel because I can’t stand to know that reality is real.
I could never tell you the brokenness I’ve seen because somehow it always seems like a dream.
I could never tell you the things I prefer because there’s reason behind them I’d rather not convert.
I could never tell you the things that I’ve imagined because there’s still ninety other things I could never tell you, it’s too much of a blur.



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Favorite picture of my baby❤️


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